You Win Some, You Lose Some.
So I woke up this morning, and got a phone call off my boss. He said there was a load of stuff “going off” at the office and that I should come in later, and call before I was about to leave. I rang at half 9, and he said to not come in at all, that they’d been doing some internal investigations and found some stuff out and that I couldn’t be in the office at all today… He said “Don’t worry, you’re still getting paid for today”, I told him I didn’t care and asked if my job was in danger. He said he couldn’t discuss it with me and that he’d call me after lunch.
We’ve had a quiet month there so they may well be cutting back. But thats no reason for me to not be allowed in today is it? They must be checking my computer or something. I go on Facebook at work but Chris knows that, and I get all my work done, so it shouldn’t be that. Unless they’ve found the Suicide Girls site in my browser history and think I’m just looking at porn all day, haha… And I doubt this has anything to do with GL. I don’t even know what to think. I really like working there. Even though it is an inbred little place, I get on well with everyone and apart from all the grief with GL, I’ve not had any trouble with anything else.
I suppose if they sack me, I can just as easily get any other admin or PA job. Its not that big a deal. I hate to be cynical straight from the word ‘Go’ but I’m really not feeling too positive about the whole thing.
In the ‘love/lust’ aspect of my life, things went tits up with Matt. The girl who he slept with over there, that he’d met up with in England beforehand, he was actually sleepING with, and carried on after I left Zante. Haha, you’ve got to love it. Thank GOD I didn’t mention anything to him about it being serious and being committed to eachother while he was over there… His mate Adam aka Cheese came home last week and we went out on the drink last Saturday. He said it was completely out of character for Matt to do something like that, and not be honest and upfront about it with me. He said Me and Matt would be able to sort it all out when he gets back… I don’t want to sort it out, there’s nothing to sort out! Matt can’t have his cake and eat it; have some chubby teenager over there as a regular cos it’s nice and convenient for him, then when he’s home move back on to me. I think not.
^^^ REALLY??? HER OVER ME????? ^^^
I don’t think I’d even care if he hadn’t have been saying all that stuff to be before and while he was there at the start… He text me last Saturday saying he wishes he was cuddled up with me and that he missed me. I told him saying stuff like that to me wasn’t very fair when he was pretty much in a relationship with someone over there. He told me he didn’t know where I’d got that from but it wasn’t true, and that he couldn’t wait to come home for a few days. I told him I wasn’t stupid, and that if I’d have known about her, I would never have come over. He should have told me.
He’s back tomorrow and then going to Italy for his Step-Sisters wedding on Saturday. I asked Cheese to get my bikini off him when he takes him to the airport on Saturday. I don’t even want to see him anymore. Nothing will get resolved even if I did. He has completely fucked it up for himself.
On the flip side, and looking at things positively for a change… I have a date with a some new boy-poon tomorrow night, Shelton. Yummy little half-black 20 year old ex-professional Welsh Premiership football player. He’s moved up here to try and get a place at Man City. He’s asked me round to his for a pizza and a DVD. I love that. “You wanna come over to watch a DVD?”… We all know what it means. I doubt I will do anything like that with him though, not on the first ‘date’… I’m being careful with who I’m giving it up to after Matt. I think I trusted him far too easily. My guard is now officially and indefinitely UP!
And… Me and The Wife have booked our Wife World Tour Part 2 to MALLORCA!!! 24th September, I cannot wait. 4 days of chilling on a beach during the day, partying at night. I can’t wait. Plus, my lovely bird Soooooooziiiieeeeee will be out there when we are too! Whoop!
p.s. Suicide Girls set photos coming very very soooooon… Xx
SydneySinner said,
August 29, 2009 at 12:01 am
I completely sympathise on the man issue in this blog edition…what is it with them and wanting to have their cake and eat it too???? Thinking that sending sweet…’I miss you..I’m thinking about you’ texts…somehow makes up for the fact they have spent months lying and carrying on with someone else….oh well…at least I have the satisfaction of knowing that apparently MY name was called out during sex with her…..methinks I need to follow your footsteps and get myself a date with something young, hot and distracting!!